I feel more positive today, I don't know why but it is good. I had a nice morning with the horses, sortig out waters and feeds, then messed around in the garden this afternoon. Had a good laugh with the family.
Still can't stop thinking about work though, and what they are going to be like with me. I am actually past caring that much, but I am thinking about the arguments there will be. I am pissed off that they think I am the same as another guy who used to work with us, who took the piss when he was signed off and said he was only off to get as much money out of them as possible. I am off because I cannot cope, that is what they need to understand. I was going to go in and see my boss this week, but I can't be arsed now. If they want to speak to me they can come to see me. I am not wasting petrol getting there.
BASTARDS