Still here

by mellymoo @ 2008-05-23 - 19:27:11

Well, I am still here. Still empty. Still betrayed. Why do they do this to me, and to others there? Is it some weird power trip? Or do they need to buy new cars for themselves so are cutting back. That is most likely.

I cannot do this any more. It is too hard to be living this. The best things I did today was groom my horse and paint poles white and red. I really enjoyed them - they weren't hard. I had some scotch to help me through the afternoon, to forget that I had been at work.

I just don't know what I have done to deserve this. I have tried so hard at work, and I have done the best I can. They expect fucking miracles. No more. I can't do it any more.

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